eros the bittersweet

the sandman

another page turns, burning and annihilating
the ones that lived before it, the infinite
and formless time ushers itself to being and nothingness
Death command the hands of Destiny

whilst Despair gnaw on hopeless, miserable
hearts savagely, mercilessly pushing Delirium ~
a fragment, an aeon, a history closer
to knowing and understanding Destruction

Desire has power to spare, kindling a bright, blinding
light across worlds, universes, across
the dark, shattering silence of the night

and life wanes like a weak and muted
star haunted by a fruitless
Dream of the godly ones – the Endless.

falling forward

a stretch of your skin cover from pole to pole
all that which i attempt to hide from
the world, a tear, a drop of blood, a bruise,
a scar with which all desire for you

keep it from healing – but who needs mending?
When this soul goes back and forth between
the sheets of laughter i gathered from
mornings i lied next to you, from midnights

i was caressed by your voice, tones and
shades of holy and pure light that pour
itself steadily upon memories mercilessly

chaining me to the gorge, falling forward
an empty space, a pit, an abyss, a time alone
with you singing to the wind.

through his eyes




thank you vinci for posting these photos (theunwritten.multiply.com)! i miss you - your humor is something i need right now. hope to bond with you soon!

your absence

made me all the more grateful for my life and for having been allowed to share our triumphs and troubles with you. you were a great person and you are and always will be a father to me.

i pray that you find your light.

we miss you.

 

anais nin

and the day came when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.

t.s. eliot

i should have been a pair of ragged claws.

frida kahlo

i hope the exit is joyful and i hope never to return.