day three posted by imani , Saturday, March 10, 2012 at 12:56 AM, in Labels: there is no try

there was a cough. and then a sneeze.

and then there was the feeling that my olfactory nerves are regaining its sensitivity.

but there was still 'that' itch on my throat.

and i would not pretend. i wondered if a drag would make me feel better.

and that's when i picked up the book i have been reading for a few days and decided never to venture into the dark frontiers of such a dangerously lonely thought.

what did i do at work today?

took my breaks, sometimes i consumed my time talking to my friends and laughing and telling them about my desire to finally kick the dirty habit of smoking.

i went to church and lit candles this time, said a few prayers and asked Him to continue guiding me.

what journey is not filled with temptations. but there is much to preoccupy myself with. thank God there is much.