- that it is okay to be too much of ourselves in any and all given situation
- that it is okay to impose our bent and broken beliefs because that is what makes us who we are
- that it is all right to not compromise, because that would break the rule we have about being just who we are
- that it is all right to do as we have always done and because trust that people will eventually come around and see things from our perspective
- that it is no problem to do as we please because we are not guilty of anything
- that it is no problem for our current lives when we get so entangled with our previous lives
these things are crawling under my skin. and the blood-loving being in me tells me there's no greater pleasure than when i inflict pain upon myself. i am masochist, what can i do? but it does not and will never mean that i wouldn't know when to stop, or when to simply let things go.
however, let me share with you my peace: i will take this as far as i could. as i have done for ages. as i have done in the hopes that love and faith will soon take over darkness.
2 comments:
What an interesting post, tick, tick and tick again on the points in your list. Pain, in all its many forms, really is so many different things to different people. I fear it but am also drawn to it,
Pleased to meet you,
Katharina x
Hello, Katharina. Pleased to meet you too. Thanks for visiting. Hopefully, I'll find more time to write this month.
Live and love! - imani
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