eros the bittersweet

waves that rest on your shore

i know that it gets redundant sometimes when we argue and we kiss and make up only to argue again.

but love, please believe that my heart desires nothing but to hold your hand and kiss your face even when we are in the midst of a battle (if you’d want to call it that).

and earlier i just realized how a glance or a smile can turn the bloodiest of conversations into…nothing that matters more than what we have for each other – a love that is grounded in faith and one that is unshakeable.

thank you for never ceasing to catch me when i fall into the pit of silence. it is because of you that i intend to mend every second of every minute lost because of things we did not clear out.

it is because of you that i intend to square my shoulders to the rest of the world because i know that we are worth it and so much more. i am standing against the current – of all those who does not believe in us or would not attempt to understand what we have. and i gain the fortitude to do that from the one light that has never stopped beaming – you.

i love you.


note: i found this as a draft in my e-mail, written early august of 2010. i suppose i was 'dreaming' that my pseudo-arguments with you meant something more.

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anais nin

and the day came when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.

t.s. eliot

i should have been a pair of ragged claws.

frida kahlo

i hope the exit is joyful and i hope never to return.